A Walk, a Headache, and the Strange Weight of the Day
The dog and I got out for a walk today, even though it’s been raining nonstop. The kind of rain that doesn’t just fall — it presses on you, wraps around you, pulls you into its mood. I was already carrying a headache from work, the kind that sits behind the eyes and makes every thought feel heavier. My mind was busy, building and rebuilding things the way it always does, even when I’m not holding a hammer.
Still, I love how I draw out my blog every day. It’s like the words walk beside me, even in the rain. They go out into the storm, battle the wind, and somehow come back serving me. I got soaked, but it felt like part of the adventure.
Work had its own weight today. A school lockdown happened — that kind of thing always hits a nerve. And then I saw a goose get run over near the wetland. It bothered me more than I expected. Hard emotions, sharp and sudden, like a nail you didn’t see sticking out.
The river is getting high again. I walked beside it thinking about how fast things can change, how quick the world can shift. Wrestling with thoughts, trying to land on gratitude. Pleasant words are sweet to the soul and healing to the bone. I held onto that.
I’m not much of a talker when it comes to building, but I know I did good work in carpentry. Homes, frames, roofs — things that stand because I put my hands on them. My wage is what it is, but the work mattered.
The world in this hour feels like my walk: words in order, or order in words. Trains turning, planes boosting off, everything moving to the next day whether I’m ready or not. I start, and the coffee gets me going.
Just a rainy walk, a busy mind, a few hard moments, and the reminder that every day — even the soaked ones — is still a day worth being grateful for.


It is a wet day! Just lots of rain for a bit!!!! ☔️π§️
ReplyDeleteGreat Nigel walking the dog! πC