After 14 days off, a simple hike sparks new plans for travel and staying smoke‑free I definitely need some time off after some nights of work that kept me up... Back on the Trail After 14 Days After a two‑week slump, the dog and I finally got out for a proper walk — 4.23 km in 54 minutes. Nothing heroic, nothing dramatic, just steady movement and a reminder that my body still knows how to do this. Most of my heart rate stayed in the easy and aerobic zones, which is exactly what I needed. I always feel better on the days I get my heart rate up, and today was no exception. The dog was thrilled, of course. She doesn’t care about my slumps or my excuses — she just knows when we’re out together, and she’s happy. The Quit‑Smoking Birthday and a Sleep‑Deprived Purchase I’ve been thinking a lot about my quit‑smoking birthday coming up. Last year I celebrated with an Xbox. This year… well, the plan changed in the middle of a sleep‑stupor after a night shift. Instead of heading to the gas statio...
This season is teaching me a quieter kind of strength: absorbing more than I complain about, moving through uncertainty without letting it own me, and choosing presence over prediction. A Walk, a Weight, and a Winter That Wouldn’t Let Go This morning the dog and I finally broke the spell. We met my dad at 10:15 for a walk — nothing dramatic, nothing heroic, just the three of us moving through the cool air while I hauled a 45‑lb pack on my back. We covered 3.65 km in 45 minutes , settling into a steady 12:16/km pace . Not fast, not slow, just honest. The kind of pace that reminds you your body still knows how to work, even when your mind has been stuck in neutral. Dixie had a blast. She’s been staring out the window all week, waiting for something to happen, waiting for me to get out of my own way. She deserved this one. Maybe I did too. The Weight Behind the Weight I’ve been calling it executive dysfunction — that strange paralysis where you know a walk would help, you know you’d...