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One dog food bag for free

  Yes, you read it, I go to the store to buy Dixie food.  And they say I have earned one bag free.  These dog bags cost about $100 for each bag. We haven't switched from her puppy food brand.  And shopping local you get to fill glass jars of pumpkin treats without lots of packaging. Makes me free better for the environment. Her gut is happy. Usually, she is in an eating window to keep her weight down.  With all the people food she gets. As when I get home I give her a cup of her kibble at noon. Dixie was surprised at the event of food. Skip munching down and comes sits on me on the recliner. After some jokes about ignoring food and that she showed some affection for spontaneous eating. As I go out I pick up a coffee from McDonald's with my coffee stickers. A small mc double burger and only pay $3.19. My lunch.  Sure I'm hungry yet I have gained and gained weight.  Another walk today. Have to keep walking to drop the pounds I got leading to the season....

A new year in two days, and chores still need to be done

 After, toilets dishes, laundry, and clearing off the table.  Almost the laundry, there's quite a story for that, fire prevention that I found it sooner. So a big task of laundry.  I get doing laundry and washing pillows then a mini flood case a pillow spun out the top wash and blocked the water disposer from the top of the washer.  As water splashed out of the top of the washer. Then I found the dryer was not going outside, and going behind the dryer. Which then I panicked when I saw that. Cause water lint it was a mess. Plus the pile of clean clothes was in front of the wash. As I put all the clothes on the bed 🛌, move shelves the whole project took moving everything out. The whole reason the lint went everywhere was it fell off its hose outside.  Why you ask. Cause it got pushed over to fit the shelf. Yeah. That shelf has been here since we moved so it was a lint mess. A moment where I was sweating cleaning the house 🏠. Yet my bpm did not go up in the 170-...

Holiday walks

  I get out after Christmas After eating so much.  I know cause I keep gaining weight.  Or so far this last month it has balanced out at 233lbs. I should make this blog my healthy way of living after letting go of restraint on my weight. Yet a 45-minute walk down in the river bottom.  All the dogs out.  Every one of the males.  Dixie has no competitors.  All the dogs chase after her.  At first she will lead the charge yet along the road she's running away mostly getting nipped and trampled.  We enjoy it.  Afterwards, we stop at Tim's and I get her an old fashion donut 🍩. No wallet of course. By the time I'm home I have interpreted that I have lost serious time on finishing my book.  And get home to open book yet have to write a blog post before that.  Talking with my sweet wife, she goes why didn't you invite me.  Every walk I ask you to come and it's always no.  I was going out the door when you got up from a nap. I...

Last month in Novembers storm

  Kim and I go for photos this last month. We sort of have not shown anyone because we wanted to save the photos for a Christmas gift. I am sure some of them have got seen by family. Kim's beautiful laugh, I can hear in the photo, and a gorgeous smile could brighten most people's days up. We get cold and get closer; the photos were in the big storm in November The beginning of the storm.  Here are a couple of photos. Kim is a little weary of me blogging again, and I want to save most of the pictures for a surprise.   The family has been asking, and we are excited about the gifts. Five years we have been married. Last night I got going over that I first contacted Kim around this time.   She goes I thought I wouldn't contact her in the new year, to her delight, I did send her a message in the new year. We talked, and I said that lately, it's been too stressed to contact in the new year. I am the type of guy who doesn't have a cycle of women to go through in d...

The paths are warmer

  Two walks I get walking to the parks, it's almost another world walking. we go to different parts of the west side.  we start walking by canyon meadows and i go thats where i got a serious concussion. the folks say i thought it was in sandstone with those big houses. thats when i went in the hospital. we had a dead line in canyon meadows that had to work in the wind storm to finish the job. thats when a huge piece of sheet wood flew up and knocked me into convulsions. I ever went to the hospital, yet i am sure my brain was bleeding from the stories of trauma and disaster that occured over that period. homeless for parts. yet we go walking a almost jump from seeing a snake on the path. trying to stay warm in the weather change on the path.  i wonder where it is going to stay for the winter. another time we walk the park the dog jumps up on the bench. walking is another world,  even when you live in the city they build all these incredible parks that seem like anothe...

Dog on the run or escape

  Where's the dog  Thanks the complementary for☺️👍 a few videos, when one watches oneself they get less of a phantom of themselves and more visual to mirror back. It's a whole to part fallacy.  Might be part to whole fallacy if one doesn't read for years.  I guess if one was behind a book for 22 years of there life it would be the same if someone was behind a screen for 22 years. Practice and practice one sees more algorithms and formulation in confidence and experience having a Dunning Krueger effect almost with delays and influencial age, even with middle age. This video below is a new endeavor for me, hopefully it's good therapy YouTube video of where's the dog I wake up, lost the dog 🐶. I know female dogs run away for a couple hours then come back. It's a fantastic game. One that bugs me.  At least she spade. She came back, a male dog would be in the pound. She came back.  I wonder where she got to yet as the day start she is very calm now.  I wa...

I am wondering if I'm feeding the dog

  Have I been feeding her. I get cleaning my office and noticed a mostly eaten zucchini.  The dog picked the vegetables out of the basket 🤣 and ate it. The horror of it is I go have I been feeding her. I go I do one meal a day, and say maybe I didn't.  I excuse it as a window.  Usually it's a polite way of saying I'm broke. Yet the dog still has a bag of food. I don't know if I should shrug it off or leave food in her dish all the time.  We changed cups. To measure after her shoulders were getting to bug from her body. That seemed to help.  Yet she was a puppy.  In switch of adult food and puppy Chow. She has never devoured a whole vegetable like that and that vegetable is a very big vegetable.  It had to of been over a foot and bigger than her two cups that's missing. Hate to see that dirt come out. Yet sooner or later it will. Lately I have not been feeling well. The whole changes in life seem daughting.  Other days I just have to ignore m...

Harvest, thought it would be rotted

  Rot, not yet. I get harvesting, the dog must of drank 8 litres of water. I got soaked. Dug it all up. Some of the plants were soft, others were ok and still firm. Picked the head and ruffage all placed in the garden. The dog decided to stop eating water and dig for part of it. That's when I got smart and pinched the hose. Doing the vegetables in bunches.  Clean the body of the vegetables up from dirt. Parts broke off some poking out of the ground stayed intact.  Yet the elements got to them and they were mush. Make soup with it.  I though I would use the body and head for food.  Yet sometimes I wonder if I will get through it all. It's lots of work. To much really I think they picked the wrong guy to grow it.   Yet after cleaning up and having my first carrot.  I am estatic. Harvest and the dog helping beside when I got annoyed by her.  A good day from a difficult part to start .  Excited work to be done.

Orginalists and opinionists who are they.

  Hmmm, I'm sharing this on my blog. For one," who is Folwer" you'll have to google it for the Dunning Krueger syndrome. I rewrote my most popular blog post after I thought it was hacked years ago or a deep think doppelgänger  I am who I think I am when I start seeing someone else as me who am I then?  Doppelgänger are not the only way we can lose our thoughts or lose ourselves. The carefully constructed self can be undone in a number of ways, and in an instant by disabling accent, I psychotic break or these days by a hacked account, or a deep think  🤔  This is the perineal appeal of  doppelgänger in novels or films. The idea that no two strangers can be in distinguish from each neither taps into the precarious core of identity  The person who we think we are, can be in InDistinguisher from out either our control. It's understandable that you have concerns and questions about the impact of the COVID-19 pandemic and its potential effects on the world o...

Cards game

  Cards, more than a few. We make these bread bites that taste like Yorkshire pudding 🍞. Playing a more than a few, I lost track of how many games waiting for the oven. Kim got an exciting smile when she caught my hand full of cards and she won the game. We dealt some hands that were over in the first round.  Shuffled to much.  Others that turned out to be longer rounds. Enjoyed the games over and over. Kim let me have the last two bread bites. I told her these appetizers could go with roast beef and gravy.  They were deliciously to snack on during the game. Kim and I get playing and she talked nice, is a pleasurable night relaxing. We turned on the furnace and it's thoughts of spending lots, yet for me I the heat is the heart of the home. If your one of those who hate the heat bill. Heat is a gift. A blessing many years before never were as lucky as we are. Scrooge parents most likely never had coal only wood.  Most had to cloth accordingly. Maybe not even woo...

Who wants to write there story

Who wants to write there story than other people picking your story or have something to pick from the story you have written. First off I have bought these cards before and threw them away cause Kim said I was not working for the relationship.  Which cause a only one side of the therapeutic carrying the relationship through.  Cause budgeting didn't allow it.   Only to want to bring us closer in a relationship ☺️. It didn't work.  Actually it just hurt my feelings and left really seperate us for the fall. A deck of story telling cards, so Kim and I could write a blog together and crowd source.  That really questions the conclusion of the relationship when I have taken huge amounts of debt for Kim yet she can't help me when I make less. Any way she doesn't want to blog with me. Or write anything together. We should make a three amigos blog or bullet journal together. If it turns into a book to quote three authors. A pen name, alias, script name...

Dinner Date

  Kim take an enjoyable dinner out We sit down for dinner, making small talk of work. It's quite hard to think of the enjoyable dinner 🍲 often when the conclusion that the house is a mess. Who's order that is, and why it is, and what it is, and never the less made it how it is. For this and that for my social dilemma. Next day we cleaned up, still cleaning... Theirs us in a person is clean up each of our side of the bed. I cleared the empties and glasses on each side and the trash and said they're is only order of the books and objects she wants, the floor is spotless and everything picked up to vacuum. Kim cleaned the kitchen I did many loads of laundry and picked up all the trash, kept up the recycle and ordered the advertisement of adversely affected by the social dilemma on how much these advertising knows to give anxiety and depression by our likes, they now more how we have to consider saying no control or to no controls. The end of summer is September ...

Didn't see the dog

No decoy https://twitter.com/BBCArchive/status/1201169085033259010?s=20 Ideas on how to replace it, I figure this is one of the better videos showing how. You'd be surprised I could not find the video on YouTube only twitter and Facebook. Took some time in browsing searches to even come up. I am getting shadows in my eye and when I was running into the office kicked the dog as I was running to my phone into the glass door as the dog was running out and broke the glass. There is shadows in my eye that seems right as sin and often feels like it's a game.  That I didn't see the dog and almost fell into the glass door in the collision. Drag the dog by the collar on two hind legs out side then, I cleaned it up and vacuumed it up. I didn't respond well to the accident.  I was mad I never saw her, the dog had tears in her eye, I felt horrible. Went for a walk after, yet could not fall asleep that night.  I am tired, my body hurts.  I am exhausted.  All I...

Last weekend before September

Out camping, and it's raining tonight I get out and enjoy the weather, it got cold in the middle of the night.  There was a fire 🔥 ban in effect.  Even if we had the stove, it would feel if the fire helicopter would fly down and say our location. The older guy said, you have read my blog right.  As they arrest you. Or give a ticket. It got chilly and all that know me I get up at 5 like click work with or with no alarm.  So I'm up, the guy I shared the tent with said go back to bed.  I on the other hand was wide awake. Breakfast happened later with peanut 🥜 butter on french toast with syrup. I started the hot water, got the coffee on. After a hard day 🤠 binding up branches from the forest to put in piles.  I got my work cut out.  I hulled lots of deadwood to the road.  Few scratches to show I worked. I got a cut on my thumb or its chapped.  That hurts at the moment. Did a couple walk around. To the steam, the cattle we...

What will the weekend bring

  A day I was sitting in the chair. This is a old photo by a week. Here is the dog tossing ball video Video pending,..  when ever this video of dog uploads from YouTube. Sort waiting for the video to connect with the video guess I will just share the web URL the video connection url is not working for some reason. Sitting here waiting to hear what's happening for the weekend. Yet no ne is answering my texts.  Long day at work, the dog is mostly the only mood balance I got.  Only happy to see everybody.  An example to all, and mainly me needing sleep 💤😴 that a dog always has more exciting greets.  And just wants to be spent time with. I get sitting here playing toss with the dog.  No one's answering me.  I don't of lost on the lists to do.  Everytime I think there is several thoughts that go with it.  I might just make beef jerky this weekend.  I got a whole large freezer bag of meat that's got to get  ...

Didn't just leaves one

  The photo is poor quality I left my phone behind, and we'll the sending photos is an issue with backlight and editing or another program. I think my folks don't know actual size to small size to extensive size data sending. So the photos are like how I look with our glasses. Here I am telling my mom to do push-ups that this count, she could even do it from the back of the bench.  She talks about bone density and walking. I think it has to be written in a calendar or a notebook. First, she did it from the backbench.  Then she said it was on a hill and just as low as mine. I told her to do it from the front but on the backrest. I did ten, and she said she did seven.  It should be journaled this achievement.  So I'm blogging about it. Here we climb the hill and the spiral path to sit looking at the lake, no fountain this year.  To bad for it, it seems only to erode the road construction around the parts.  We made it to Tim's for coffee. The dog got a Ti...

Back wood clean up

  Backwoods Clean Up I get doodling and sitting by fire 🔥.  On the last day sitting in the sun finishing up the last day out in the woods.  I do a doodle of the Forest ☺️.  I went with quite a few cigars.  Came back with none left.  The photo is a little later in the day.  To sit back and enjoy the air.  The smoke, all the smells.  Dixie nose would be sniffing in a continuous point to find all the smells.  She did find a shit grin on her face expression for cattle came through camp. Here, she gets a photo after a roll in shit. The dog did it twice, the second day I was hoping it dried.  It did not. And she found it and rolled in it after she got hoses off.  The dog smelled.  A few kicks to get her out of the tent.  And a spray down.  She was subbern s few times.  We would go in the tent and she would stand at the door for ten minutes and play "I am not going in the tent quite yet." Those games where she sta...