A Year Smoke‑Free, and the Weight That Followed
This week marks one full year since I quit smoking — a milestone I’m proud of even on the days when everything else feels messy. The late‑night walks have become part of how I stay grounded, but quitting came with its own side effects. Over the last three months, since June, I’ve put on ten pounds. Over the whole year, closer to twenty. It’s strange to go from obese to tipping into the morbidly obese category, watching my BMI creep up to 30.4, and realizing that the victory of quitting smoking came bundled with a new challenge I didn’t expect.
I’ve been trying to get ahead of it. I picked up a bunch of hard candies — something to give me a little energy without the heavy calories, something to keep my mouth busy so I’m not eating out of boredom or habit. The truth is I’ve been eating whenever I want, at whatever hour, and it’s catching up to me. Middle‑of‑the‑night snacks, random grazing, meals that aren’t really meals. I need more structure than that. My body’s telling me so every time I hear myself wheeze mid‑sentence or wake up from a night of snoring so loud no one else can sleep.
It’s not fun to admit, but it’s honest.
Resetting the Plan
So I’m setting a new goal for the next three months: lose ten pounds. Not with big heroic runs or long 5 km pushes — those can wait until my back isn’t screaming from the extra weight. For now, it’s about short, sharp 1 km sessions like tonight’s. Quick loops that get the heart rate up without grinding my joints down. Small wins that stack up.
Tonight’s stats actually fit that perfectly. A 1.09 km loop in just over ten minutes, mixing 4:12 of running with 4:36 of walking and a couple pauses. Enough to push me into Zone 3 Aerobic for nearly half the outing and almost three minutes in Zone 4 Threshold. My average heart rate hit 148 bpm — proof that even a short run can wake the system up. The cool 6° air helped too, making the quiet streets feel like a private track where I could focus on the rhythm of my breathing and the steady thump of my feet on the pavement.
These late‑night walks and runs are becoming more than just exercise. They’re a reset button. A way to remind myself that change doesn’t have to be dramatic — it just has to be consistent.
Moving Forward
I don’t want things to get worse. I don’t want to keep wheezing or snoring myself awake or feeling my back compress under weight I didn’t used to carry. I’ve already done the hardest thing — quitting smoking. Now I need to build on that win instead of letting it slip into another problem.
So here’s the plan: keep the night walks, keep the short runs, keep the hard candies instead of the midnight snacks, and keep showing up even when I don’t feel like it. Ten pounds in three months is doable. One kilometer at a time is doable. And if I can quit smoking after all those years, I can handle this too.
The streets are quiet, the air is cool, and the path forward is simple — just keep moving.
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